This is currently the song that i'm listening to (see below for the lyrics) multiple times in a row.... I don't know why but i sometimes fall in in love with a song.  Like a baby who grabs your finger and won't let go so too is my heart when i hear a song that i connect with.  I've learned that my heart has a mind of it's own... i can speak for it but sometimes it speaks for it's self.  Which i think is hard to fathom since taking Anatomy and actually holding a heart and wondering how can such a small thing speak with such force.  And then i am brought back to the realization that it isn't my heart which is a muscle that has four chambers whose purpose is to pump blood to and from the other parts of our bodies.  But it is actually my subconscious that speaks with such force however it's American culture to refer to your subconscious as your "heart". 

Maybe we have taken on this terminology because the heart is a really important organ and it controls how the rest of your body is doing... if it is off rhythm, or not pumping enough blood you are going to be in for a doosy.  Maybe there is some rule book that has already designated the word "heart" to replace subconscious to make it sound less clinical and no one told me of this rule...regardless i think it is strange .....I think a lot of things are strange, weird, etc.  I feel my brain churning and it feels good to think about things that really don't matter because then i kind of give my brain a break and then i'm free to take on the heavy thinking once again.  Breaks are good in increments of course....so for now... i'm going to give myself and break and think about the things i think are strange.



Waterdeep

Come Fall On Us

The mighty One, the Lord
Calls to all the Earth
From the rising of the sun
To the place it makes its bed
He calls His people
And we will listen
We will not keep silent
'Till we feel the fire again, oh
'Till we feel the fire again, oh

A thankful heart
Prepares the way
For You, my God
A thankful heart
Prepares the way
For You, my God
Come fall on us
We fall on You
A thankful heart
Will be our rhythm
Come fall on us
We fall on You
A thankful heart
Will be our song

The mighty One, the Lord
Calls to all the Earth
For a heart that would bow down
For a head that he could lift
With eyes of mercy,
A burning passion
We will not keep silent
'Till we feel the fire again, no
'Till we feel the fire again, no

A thankful heart
Prepares the way
For You, my God
A thankful heart
Prepares the way
For You, my God
Come fall on us
We fall on You
A thankful heart
Will be our rhythm
Come fall on us
We fall on You
A thankful heart
Will be our song
(2X)

Call me, Call me
Burn me with fire,
Fall on me
Burn me with fire,
Burn me with fire,
Oh God, Oh God, Oh, oh
Burn me with fire
Burn me, burn me, oh God with fire
Burn me, oh God with holy fire
Burn me, oh God with holy fire
Burn me, oh God with holy fire
Burn me, oh God with holy fire

i used to be wide-eyed
with my childhood faith
and You could do anything
life used to be simple
all i had to do was pray
and i knew You would listen |

so open up my eyes again and help me to believe
‘cause sometimes i lose faith in the blood You shed for me
so help me to believe

i used to be three feet tall
and i felt so small in Your arms
i used to be fearless
i knew that You would keep me safe from harm

so open up my eyes again and help me to believe
‘cause sometimes i lose faith in the blood You shed for me
so help me to believe

people telling me i’m crazy
people telling me i’m wrong; they keep trying to confuse me, make me want to run
so i renew my mind and then i find - Your love covers it all

so open up my eyes again and help me to believe
‘cause sometimes i lose faith in the blood You shed for me
so help me to believe

sometimes songs put into words everything that i'm feeling.....